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I don't know if anyone else does this but when I'm out of sorts all I want to do is have a good cry and just get it out of my system. That's what I was like today, so I hit the deathfic. I started with 'My Soul to Keep' for TS. That story breaks me for so many reasons. I was blubbering like a baby at the end. Then I read nsync deathfic and just bawled again. It may be a cracked thing to do but I feel a hell of a lot better now.

It's good to know deathfic has it's uses *g*

ETA: Forgot to say. My mood wasn't helped today by reading one of my mailing lists. Lately they had a huge thread about feedback and as a result I'm having to wade through multiple posts saying 'loved it' for stories. Now, feedback is good but if it's two words keep it off the list!

ETA2: They had to put Misty down, and I know I said that I didn't feel that bad and I don't in comparison to other things that could have happened. But she was still my bunny and just thinking of how she was looking at me last night and seeing the bag of food in the kitchen is setting me off. Guess I should have waited, I wouldn't have needed the deathfic.

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Just read your ETA2. It's not going to help you, I know- I think you just need to let it all out of your system, and hopefully, you'll feel like a huge weight has been pulled off your shoulder/heart afterward.

Love you, sis!

Thanks babe.

I did as you suggested and I feel a hell of a lot better now than I did. It was better she was put down, she was in pain and was old, it was just getting the news, even though I'd been expecting it all day wasn't that nice.