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I don't know if anyone else does this but when I'm out of sorts all I want to do is have a good cry and just get it out of my system. That's what I was like today, so I hit the deathfic. I started with 'My Soul to Keep' for TS. That story breaks me for so many reasons. I was blubbering like a baby at the end. Then I read nsync deathfic and just bawled again. It may be a cracked thing to do but I feel a hell of a lot better now.

It's good to know deathfic has it's uses *g*

ETA: Forgot to say. My mood wasn't helped today by reading one of my mailing lists. Lately they had a huge thread about feedback and as a result I'm having to wade through multiple posts saying 'loved it' for stories. Now, feedback is good but if it's two words keep it off the list!

ETA2: They had to put Misty down, and I know I said that I didn't feel that bad and I don't in comparison to other things that could have happened. But she was still my bunny and just thinking of how she was looking at me last night and seeing the bag of food in the kitchen is setting me off. Guess I should have waited, I wouldn't have needed the deathfic.

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When you need to cry, you need to cry, that's right. I don't believe in trying to keep everything bottled up inside.

I guess, from a twisted point of view, the deathfic thing was a good idea.

Here some {{{Hugs}}} for my sis!

Now though, you *almost* made me want to read 'In Another Life' and it's so not a good idea! I mean, I do not want to cry today! No, I won't read it, I won't!

Grrrr, I just saw this and it hasn't hit my in-box. Bloody LJ!

The getting things out helps me a lot, and deathfic works for me when I'm in a particular mood. Not always but sometimes it's just what I need. Which probably is cracked up but I've never said I'm normal *g*

I wouldn't read it sis. I've cried enough for us all today.