God don't be sorry.

I've literally been tearing my hair out. I keep clicking on the link as if my site will upload as by magic but nothing yet. So I totally understand what you're feeling.

Websites take a hell of a lot of work, and these last weeks I've found out how much more work the ones that don't use something like Pagebuilder are. I swear I was seeing tags in my sleep last night. So to be denied access to that site is a terrible feeling.

I'm sharing with your anxiety here.