You know, I read people talking about this yesterday, and I felt badly, b/c I know how it feels to lose a fandom friend, and in some ways it's the worst, because the only people you can talk to about it are fandom people. But I had only seen her referred to as Lucy and Mona, so I didn't realize that I had known her. Talked to her, fed her, been fed by her, knew her. Not that I wasn't sad before, but yeah. An extra shot of sad.