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This weekend has been crazy, but really all that's important is that SeSa is 99% done. I'm just poking at a sex scene now after forceofisis gave me some advice and after that's done it'll go off for a last look over and that's it, finished, over, complete, gone so I can't worry about it anymore. Apart from those days where I sit fretting that the recipient hates it and OMG I should have done this and that and what the hell was I thinking?

This years SeSa seems to be the one of abandoned stories. I saw so many scrapped on the flist and I scrapped my first effort too. It's been fun though and really different to last year. Back then I wrote my story with the help of a mentor who steered me through the process and I didn't really realise how a big a deal it is or know many people in fandom. This year I've talked SeSa, seen advance stories from people, had people help me and it's been so cool. But still, I'm glad it's nearly posted.

I supposed I'd better go and actually finish poking that sex scene. Stupid ------ and ------ why can't they sit and have tea and crumpets instead? ;)