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[turps]

Dad died a year ago today.

He went so fast, from being diagnosed with pancreatic cancer, to falling a few weeks later and breaking his hip, and then that last week was horrific and undignified and I wouldn't wish it on anyone.

We're having a gathering at Pauline's tonight. I'm going to pick up 18 balloons soon and we're going to let them go and think about him and no doubt tears will happen. Because I miss him, so very much.

I wish he could me now. Not that it would matter. No matter what I looked like or did, I was always his little girl and I always knew he loved me.

And I loved him right back.

Comments

[dine]

it's hard to realize it's already been a year - I hope tonight's gathering is good for you, a chance to share good memories (and grief) in company. *hugs*

[sylvaine]

<3333

[rikes]

♥

[turlough]

*hugs you long and hard*

[sperrywink]

Such a hard milestone. {{{hugs}}}

[chalcopyrite]

♥

[doctor_jasley]

SOOO MANYY HUGGGSSSS <3<3

I know it isn't easy, but it sounds like you guys had a good remembrance outing.

MORE HUGS AND CUDDLES.

[turps]

It was a good gathering. Thank you.

[turps]

Thank you ♥

[turps]

Thank you ♥

[turps]

Thank you ♥

[turps]

Thank you ♥

[turps]

Thank you ♥

[turps]

Thank you ♥

We really did.