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[turps]

I deleted my last entry, sorry for anyone that was subjected to me freaking again. It's just Corey's everything to me and the thought of him being alone scared the life out of me. But he's fine, Kayleigh took him Christmas shopping and I spent the time bawling my eyes out for half an hour then reading badfic at Nifty that made me laugh. It's an odd comfort I know but the badfic there is so terrible that I forget what drove me there in the first place.

Also, Jim the sucky fish is dead now. I suspect that he couldn't live without Blair and just gave up. RIP Jim and Blair, may you swim together for eternity.

Comments

[lazydwarf.livejournal.com]

{{{HUGS}}} I think you had every reason to freak out. I'm glad everything's fine now though and that you're all relaxed and amused.

[turps33.livejournal.com]

Thank you.

It was a scary time for sure, sometimes being a parent can be the scariest thing ever.

[castalie.livejournal.com]

LJ is a good thing, isn't it? Letting you freak one once and for all. I like the cathartic utility of it sometimes *g*

And sis, I love you, but I'd better not hear you say you're a bad mother again, cos I would have to find a way to kick your ass, all right? You freaked out, and I can totally see why, but it wasn't your fault. You're a good mom, and we get to see it each and every time time you speak of your son. So, no talking yourself down, okay?

{{Hugs}}

And Jim the fish died, uh? I knew he could never live without Blair!

[turps33.livejournal.com]

LJ is a good thing, but sometimes it's too available and you just let the emotions free when really you should step back a little first.

Thanks for what you said. I know that I am a good mam, I try my best to be, but sometimes the doubts crowd in, especially when I screw up like I did that day. But no ass kicking needed, I hear you.

Thank sis ((((hugs back))))

[ninjetti75.livejournal.com]

I have to second what Castalie said, Terri.

You're not a bad mom; a bad mom is one who has to do everything for her child and know where they are every second and never trusts anyone else to take care of them.

It's impossible; you can't be with Corey every second of every day, and he'd hate it if you were. I'm so sorry your trust in someone else caring for your son was let down today, but I'm afraid that happens, too; it's part of life. I'm just glad the broken trust didn't result in any disasters or anything like that.

Did you read the MX fix I sent you?!? Happy!fic! Go Read!

Be Happy & Well,
-Josh

[xoverau.livejournal.com]

*cuddles you* I'm sorry it was so scary.

[turps33.livejournal.com]

Thank you. All the cuddles and hugs help so much.

You okay?

[jencat004.livejournal.com]

Sweetie, are you okay?? I didn't read the original post before it got deleted, and now I'm all worried! Hope everything is okay!

Love ya!

Jenny

Re: You okay?

[turps33.livejournal.com]

Just had a scare that's all. Corey has been coming home with his friend who lives in the house opposite, well his friend and his mam of course. On Thursday Corey went on a school trip and the bus was late home. Unfortunately it was his friend's dad who went in the car and he didn't know to wait so came home without him. The first I knew was when Nathan's mam knocked saying he'd been left alone. I sorta freaked, phoned Kayleigh who could run up to get him and the school to keep him there then sat and felt like such a failure for not being there myself.

Unfortunately I was near Silver and panicked online, as I tend to do. But everything's fine now, in fact it was within ten minutes, but those minutes were damn scary :(

[babycakesin.livejournal.com]

of course you were freaked, that's normal! *huggles* don't worry babe, no need to be embarassed about it *schnuzzles*

[turps33.livejournal.com]

Thanks hon. You always make me feel so much better.

[babycakesin.livejournal.com]

anytime, babe *huggles some more*