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Still getting dribbles of feedback about my story. Getting lots of hits to my site though so that's good.

I've been posting on some of my lists that I lurk on, I figured my opinion is a good as anyones, well that's what I say now

Had an invite to join TS UK list, very small though. You know one day I'd love to meet someone face to face and talk about TS. I try to get James to discuss the show but he isn't interested. He just likes calling Blair names says he's ugly. Funny thing is, he saw a picture I was looking at once, and said something along the lines of 'who's that cracker' meaning Blair. He thought it was a woman, I've never let him live that one down lol.

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Ok I thought I was prepared for negative comments, and they do help, so why the hell do I feel so bad now? The stupid thing is the comments were about a snippet that I showed to a beta group. I only joined today, and showed them something that my regular beta suggested could be made into a longer story. It was something from SXA, Simon as a homophobe. I've had feedback saying I should continue, and I was going to. Now I don't know. After so many people tell you that Simon wouldn't do that you start to feel you're the one in the wrong. I personally thought that Simon wouldn't react badly, but he could, so why can't I explore that? Oh excuse me, I just feel all blah now.

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I know I'll look back at this in the morning and wonder why I was so worked up, but I don't like this. It's like my little ivy tower has crumbled a little. I've never had a negative comment before, and it's not like the commenst are bad, it's just a shock to realise that not everyone sees things like I do. Now trying to defend my reasoning it looks like I've called the whole police force homophobic and have been brought up about it. Of course I didn't mean that at all...sigh.