Rant Ahead

Okay, I just need to vent and LJ gets the benefit as no ones at home and none of my friends seem to be online.

My sister just came here, said she had a proposition. It appears that her and my brother have been talking and decided that I should pay her to clean my house. Kayleigh's left school last year and doesn't have a job, so I give her money to pick my son up from school everyday. That's fine, I hate the walk and she can jump over a fence and be there in 10 mins. I can't. But this...this last scheme has me fuming right now. My house is messy, I know that, but I don't care! I don't care if Corey's toys are in the living room, they're in a toy chest behind the couch, not hurting anyone. My bookshelves are untidy, DVD's on the top, I don't care. There's dust on the mantle-piece, I don't care! I polish once or twice a week, I'm *not* going to regulate my day by polishing every bloody day. Corey is happy, James is happy, I'm happy. I'm just sick to the back teeth of people twisting because my house doesn't look like a show home. I'm over reacting probably, but it's just one too many knocks to me in terms of how I look after my family. Why the hell would I pay someone to clean my house? If I worked maybe, but I don't! I'm so bloody mad right now.

Sorry for the rant, but I just needed to vent.

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I've just broken my phone. James phoned, we argued, I threw phone against the wall, now it's ariel won't go back in. Can this day get any better?

I suspect that I'm getting a major does of PMS. Things like this don't normally affect me so much. I should be uploading a story into the archive but the way that I'm feeling I'll probably delete the whole thing by doing something stupid.

I want to start this day again...please?