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Aug. 9th, 2004 08:40 pmI've just had the most surreal conversation with mam. She was talking about buying her house with the right to buy scheme. It's what James and I did, if you're a council tenant you get a substantial discount if you apply to buy your council house, or at least you did, I think things may have changed. Anyway, she phoned to say my brother suggested that he club together with Kayleigh to buy her house. They'd split the mortgage costs and that way when something happened to mam they'd have a house. Now I'm puzzled by that. For one thing Chris has his own house, I can see it's an awesome investment scheme, I mean our house is valued way over what we paid for it, but it seems really, man, I don't even know what word I mean. Callous I suppose that he's thinking that mam will die. See the disease she has can be terminal, we all know that and accepted it, but saying things like this is like shoving it in our faces, that she will die and Kayleigh will have nowhere to go.
Mam was saying Kay wouldn't be able to go to Chris', which yeah I understand his house is tiny, and we wouldn't want her. Which isn't really true, having her here would be a huge thing with a lot of problems but I'd never turn her away. So they seem to think the best thing to do is buy the house between Kay and Chris so they have it in case mam dies, and that just seems wrong to me. It's like when you get that suspicion that something's going on that you don't know, even though I don't really think there is as mam tends to tell me most things. In detail. Over and over.
Then her mobile rang so she hung up on me. Oh well, no use worrying about it I guess.
I've written nothing today. Not one word. At least fictional words. I think my brain's on strike. However, I did get stuck into my mail backlog because I suck and have been gallivanting with my boys instead of doing what I'm supposed to lately. I'm going to do a few more then go looking for some Wade slash because someone *cough/Bettina/cough* has set me off wanting to read some.
I love Wade so much even though he's a child tyrant and has a strange flat face *lusts after his flat face*
I had something else to say and I can't remember now. I forgot when I saw the Busted pics in
english_muffin's journal *g* I can tell you I'm GIPing again because someone needs to take PSP away from me. And I wonder why I don't get things done. Take away my graphics programmes and google and I'd be the most productive person in the world.
Mam was saying Kay wouldn't be able to go to Chris', which yeah I understand his house is tiny, and we wouldn't want her. Which isn't really true, having her here would be a huge thing with a lot of problems but I'd never turn her away. So they seem to think the best thing to do is buy the house between Kay and Chris so they have it in case mam dies, and that just seems wrong to me. It's like when you get that suspicion that something's going on that you don't know, even though I don't really think there is as mam tends to tell me most things. In detail. Over and over.
Then her mobile rang so she hung up on me. Oh well, no use worrying about it I guess.
I've written nothing today. Not one word. At least fictional words. I think my brain's on strike. However, I did get stuck into my mail backlog because I suck and have been gallivanting with my boys instead of doing what I'm supposed to lately. I'm going to do a few more then go looking for some Wade slash because someone *cough/Bettina/cough* has set me off wanting to read some.
I love Wade so much even though he's a child tyrant and has a strange flat face *lusts after his flat face*
I had something else to say and I can't remember now. I forgot when I saw the Busted pics in
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Date: 2004-08-09 12:45 pm (UTC)I've read a Wade/Lance and a Wade/Justin story, but I have absolutely no idea where to find them. Wade... he still scares me ;-).
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Date: 2004-08-09 12:55 pm (UTC)Now I'll end up searching google all night for Wade/Chris even though I know it doesn't exist. Then re reading the stories I do have bookmarked just so I can get my fill of his little flat face ;)
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Date: 2004-08-09 12:57 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-09 01:02 pm (UTC)Did you say something? Me write Wade/Chris, I could never do that! Though it would be very appealing. But no. I have enough left to write to last me the next year *g*
But if I ever find that Chris/Wade you'll be the first to know ;)
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Date: 2004-08-09 01:13 pm (UTC)Have fun searching for
goodWade slash *g*.Darn...I lost the links..
Date: 2004-08-09 01:17 pm (UTC)Like Hemorrhage [In My Hands] (http://malisita.com/nsync/btm7.html)). It's not happy or graphic(okay, so that's an understatement)). Could be others there....
Wading (http://www.angelfire.com/oh4/visuals/lara/wading.html) has some Wade/Chris elements too...hope this helped at least a bit, I kind of skimmed because...idontreallylikewadethatmuch. *whistles*
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Date: 2004-08-09 01:22 pm (UTC)Re: Darn...I lost the links..
Date: 2004-08-10 03:56 am (UTC)Thanks for the links!
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Date: 2004-08-10 05:24 am (UTC)Well...I could change my mind like I did with Chris (and just imagine how drastically I changed my mind!).... Give me the link to a Wade owie story, and we'll see if it works. ;-)
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Date: 2004-08-10 05:38 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-09 12:55 pm (UTC)*gives you microsoft word*
*Holds wade at...somethingpoint* WRITE OR I'll SHOOT! I'll SHOOT HIM! I'll get JUSTIN to shoot him!
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Date: 2004-08-10 06:50 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2004-08-09 12:59 pm (UTC)I don't even know what word I mean. Callous I suppose that he's thinking that mam will die.
Seems to be an appropriate word.
no use worrying about it I guess.
That sounds like a good idea. :-)
I've written nothing today. Not one word. At least fictional words. I think my brain's on strike.
Come on, you can do it! If you want to, that is. :-)
I had something else to say and I can't remember now. I forgot when I saw the Busted pics in english_muffin's journal
*hehe*
Take away my graphics programmes and google and I'd be the most productive person in the world.
*nods* Would that mean more fic? If so, I'll come over there and remove them myself ;-)
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Date: 2004-08-10 06:52 am (UTC)Come on, you can do it! If you want to, that is. :-)
At this point I'm at I have to. The story that was due three days ago isn't writing itself. Guess I'd better go and power up Word.
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Date: 2004-08-10 06:57 am (UTC)I know the feeling.
At this point I'm at I have to.
Ah. Well, you can still do it. :-)
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Date: 2004-08-09 01:39 pm (UTC)*bounces*
My movie FINALLY came in the mail (post for you Limeys) today, and I was just catching up on LJ before watching it, my favorite movie EVER, proper version on DVD, and now there's Wade!fic, too... ..happy day, and I'm off work tomorrow, too!!
*bounces more*
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Date: 2004-08-10 03:55 am (UTC)I hope you enjoyed your movie, and your day off!
*bounces with you*
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Date: 2004-08-09 03:28 pm (UTC)Amen to that!
Wade slash?! MMM. Wade's hot.
I thought Kay lived with her girlfriend? I'm not sure why I thought that.
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Date: 2004-08-10 03:50 am (UTC)LOL. I'm glad it's not just me.
Wade is hot, thank goodness someone else sees that too.
Kay still lives with mam. She is moving in with her girlfriend in the near future which is why I don't get this house buying thing. My family is insane!
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Date: 2004-08-09 04:28 pm (UTC)If the kids own the house, then they can't use the assests!
It might be that?
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Date: 2004-08-10 03:47 am (UTC)The conversation just came out of the blue you know?
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Date: 2004-08-10 04:14 am (UTC)It is a rather out of the blue thing to happen though!