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turpsI'm tempted to give you a whole post 'o squee about Justin&Chris talking, JC, Joey&Lance bowling and how much I adore Chris' hair, guh, the upturned bit at the back? Just guh! But I won't -- for now ;)
James and Corey are gone but their departure wasn't a good one as somehow I messed up setting the alarm so we woke up ten minutes before he was due to meet the others, right the way over at Sunderland, which is a 15/20 minute drive away. It was my fault, I totally hold my hands up to that but damn, there was no need to be such a bitch about it because what it comes down to is he's 30 year old and more than capable of setting the alarm himself. So yes, we didn't part on the best of terms this morning.
Also, my grandad died a year ago today. Which I'm okay about, the way he was at the end wasn't my grandad anyway, being blind, deaf, unable to move and stuck in the past was no way to be. Especially for a man who used to be so strong, working to build houses and lavishing care on his family and garden. My nanna came to see me yesterday, after I'd been soundly told off for not wearing shoes in the house ( because she's convinced one day my feet will drop off because of it, and hey, she was nearly right *g* ) we talked a while about him. Her house is being modernised by the council right now and the stuff grandad built in it, like the fireplace, is being ripped out and she's having to throw away so much stuff. Things they bought as a couple and she's so down right now, it's hard to see. She'll be fine though, I'm sure she will. But yes, I'm more looking at last year and thinking thank goodness there's a years' difference, because last year this time my grandad and James' died within weeks of one another and I became sicker than I'd ever been. Add in my well meaning auntie and cousins who came into my life after years away and decided I was depressed and nearly drove me out of my mind and just, it wasn't a good time.
But that was a year ago and right now I'm so incredibly happy. There's stories to read, pictures to look at ( on my squee, have you seen him?! Ahem, sorry *g* ) posts of joy on my flist, a full day to myself and James has just phoned to say they're there and sorry, which is good because he should be ;)
Let the day of slothness, sparkly and sentinel goodness begin!
James and Corey are gone but their departure wasn't a good one as somehow I messed up setting the alarm so we woke up ten minutes before he was due to meet the others, right the way over at Sunderland, which is a 15/20 minute drive away. It was my fault, I totally hold my hands up to that but damn, there was no need to be such a bitch about it because what it comes down to is he's 30 year old and more than capable of setting the alarm himself. So yes, we didn't part on the best of terms this morning.
Also, my grandad died a year ago today. Which I'm okay about, the way he was at the end wasn't my grandad anyway, being blind, deaf, unable to move and stuck in the past was no way to be. Especially for a man who used to be so strong, working to build houses and lavishing care on his family and garden. My nanna came to see me yesterday, after I'd been soundly told off for not wearing shoes in the house ( because she's convinced one day my feet will drop off because of it, and hey, she was nearly right *g* ) we talked a while about him. Her house is being modernised by the council right now and the stuff grandad built in it, like the fireplace, is being ripped out and she's having to throw away so much stuff. Things they bought as a couple and she's so down right now, it's hard to see. She'll be fine though, I'm sure she will. But yes, I'm more looking at last year and thinking thank goodness there's a years' difference, because last year this time my grandad and James' died within weeks of one another and I became sicker than I'd ever been. Add in my well meaning auntie and cousins who came into my life after years away and decided I was depressed and nearly drove me out of my mind and just, it wasn't a good time.
But that was a year ago and right now I'm so incredibly happy. There's stories to read, pictures to look at ( on my squee, have you seen him?! Ahem, sorry *g* ) posts of joy on my flist, a full day to myself and James has just phoned to say they're there and sorry, which is good because he should be ;)
Let the day of slothness, sparkly and sentinel goodness begin!
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Date: 2005-07-16 09:00 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-07-16 09:04 am (UTC)Most. Beautiful. Man. EVER!
;)
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Date: 2005-07-16 10:04 am (UTC)*fans self*
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Date: 2005-07-16 09:53 am (UTC)And, CFTC - *squeeee*. Isn't it fabulous that they're getting along so well? Man, how I wish I could be there. I can't wait for more pics and information to appear. *happy*
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Date: 2005-07-16 10:05 am (UTC)Man, I'm beaming about the reports that are coming in from CFTC. I'd love to be there too but being where I am right now and sharing the squee with people like you is a fine substitute. *Squeeeeee*
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Date: 2005-07-16 10:21 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-07-16 10:04 am (UTC)But but.. PLEASE? :-)
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Date: 2005-07-16 10:11 am (UTC)The reports I'm reading are just making me so happy. Chris and Justin talking with their heads so close together, Justin so happy, Chris happy, them all happy. The JoLa bowling and Joey calling out JC on the mic. Chris' hair! OMG! have you seen it!? The curls at the back. Just guh! Oh my squee! I just want to touch and wrap those sticky up bits around my fingers and dude, they say he's happy and just. After all the rumours and the crap that's been said and I'm not saying things are perfect, I'm not that naive, just knowing they still like one another and can laugh together and be friends makes me so happy.
Also, OMG! Chris' hair. Most beautiful man ever! Have I said that before? Because yes.
Even these few reports have made my day and there's more to come. I may explode with squee yet.
The flicky up bit. *dies*
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Date: 2005-07-16 10:24 am (UTC)And I agree, after all the rumors, this is just absolutely freaking wonderful to see/hear. *sigh* So good to know he's happy. I was SOO worried about how this was going to be this year. Was worried that it would be tense and them not getting along... Glad to see that, at least what we can see, I was wrong. YAY! I like being wrong sometimes!
And yes, his hair! I want to run my fingers through it! hee! Oh My GUH! He just looks so good. Period. YAY!
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Date: 2005-07-16 10:35 am (UTC)*twirls you* I'm happy that you're happy, as I'm sure your Grandad would be. I do feel for your Nan though, she is very brave.
Enjoy your 'me' day, hun ^_^!
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Date: 2005-07-16 11:38 am (UTC)I'm enjoying my 'me' day a lot. The only decision I have is whether to get dressed or not ;)
Also, your icon!? So much love!
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Date: 2005-07-16 11:03 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-07-16 11:34 am (UTC)I'm just so thrilled with what I'm hearing and Chris. Oh Chris. So much love!
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Date: 2005-07-16 11:57 am (UTC)This year for SQUEE is the best it seems. *happy sigh*
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Date: 2005-07-16 12:02 pm (UTC)I'm so enjoying the squee, it's been a long time in coming.
*hugs with you*
Btw, did you ever get my e-mail asking for your addy? I know it was just before you went off line again so didn't know if it just slipped your mind.
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Date: 2005-07-16 12:28 pm (UTC)I will email you that today for sure! The squee is definately long time in coming. I'm much more excited this year..I don't know why!
*hugs* Those that don't understand the power of chris are missing out!
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Date: 2005-07-16 02:14 pm (UTC)And OMG all the squee! I'm totally exhausted already after trying to catch up on the flist and falling into paroxysms of squeeing over allmost everything. But Lance! I need more Lance news!
PS Yes, Chris looks good :-)
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Date: 2005-07-16 05:20 pm (UTC)There really should be more Lance news, and Chris news and Joey, Justin, JC news. I want to see damn it!
Chris looks great!
YAY!
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Date: 2005-07-16 05:12 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2005-07-16 05:16 pm (UTC)I think he looks amazing. You're shocked right? ;)
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Date: 2005-07-16 05:28 pm (UTC)*looks away*
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Date: 2005-07-16 05:30 pm (UTC)Embrace it!
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Date: 2005-07-17 01:05 pm (UTC)Oh dear god, the *Chris!*
Oh dear god, the *Chris!*
Oh dear god, the *Chris!*
exits, meeping
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Date: 2005-07-17 01:35 pm (UTC)