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Jun. 26th, 2003 09:21 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
turpsJames' grandad had a stroke yesterday and is in hospital. But you know what the bad thing is? I'm not really upset about it, maybe I would be if I went to see him, but sitting here, nope.
The thing is he doesn't like me, never has. In the 12 years I've been with James he's maybe once talked directly to me, and that was when we first started dating. Since then and especially after his wife died we've just been non people to him. He doesn't send cards at xmas etc, even to Corey and once when we saw him in Sunderland town centre he was going to walk past until James went up to him.
God, I'm such a bitch, he's lying in hospital and was crying in James' arms last night and I don't feel anything.
The thing is he doesn't like me, never has. In the 12 years I've been with James he's maybe once talked directly to me, and that was when we first started dating. Since then and especially after his wife died we've just been non people to him. He doesn't send cards at xmas etc, even to Corey and once when we saw him in Sunderland town centre he was going to walk past until James went up to him.
God, I'm such a bitch, he's lying in hospital and was crying in James' arms last night and I don't feel anything.
