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turpsEvil sis!
1- What was your biggest wish when you were a kid?
Man, I answer these and it sounds like my life's a permanent downer. But I wished that I wasn't so overweight. I've been fat since I was young and I wished that there was a day that I didn't have someone call me names. I had really great friends, but I wanted to be able to walk into school without being teased. The adults were just as bad, not teasing but making a big deal about it. I was sent to doctors and hospitalised for two weeks on a 500 calorie a day diet and made to excersise in front of the other kids when I was 12. So I wished that I'd wake up one day and I'd be normal.
2- What would you say to someone curious about why CL is so important in
your life?
That's hard to answer. I don't think people can understand why CL is so important to me unless they get what being a fan is. What I would say is my CL allows me to meet people that have become good friends. I'm very reserved in RL and it takes me a long time to feel comfortable with people. MY CL takes away that reserve to some extent, and I meet people that understand where I'm coming from. I keep saying that I'm a geek, and I am, I love to talk tv shows/characters and no one would do that in RL. So CL lets me be that geek. I'm not judged on what I like and that's important to me. CL has also enriched me in other ways, I've learned about other cultures and chatted to people that I would never have met overwise. It's forced me to think, something you stop doing when it's you and a bunch of kids. It doesn't take many brain cells to watch Sponge Bob *g* I've read about things that I've looked up and researched. I guess I'd say to me CL is like this huge library at my finger tips, run by millions of interesting people. That why it's so important to me.
3.- What sensations does writing give you, and could you stop being an
author?
It depends on when you ask. I've gone from utter frustration when I literally wanted to scream and chuck Blue2 out of the nearest window to flying high when the words flow. I love when what I see in my mind is easily typed out, and I'm proud that I *can* write. But sometimes that just doens't happen and I think I'm the worst writer ever. But mostly it's positive, I've even written something and went back to it and thought, *I'm good* but that's rare. There's so many feelings tied into writing, but no, I couldn't stop now. I've too many stories in my head now that need to come out. I didn't think it would be so addictive when I started, but it is.
4- One of your favorite sex position when you're reading slash is the
'lap' one, why do you love it so much?
The lap *drool 24/7* Lol I'm like Pavlov's dog when you say that. I do love that position, even thinking about it makes me feel...moving into TMI there, so I'll shut up lol. I think it's because it combines two things that are so different. When I think about someone sitting on someones lap it reminds me of something 'normal' it's sweet seeing people sitting like that when they're in love. They're so close, totally in one anothers personal space. When you add it the sexual element it changes from sweet to god damn hot. The one on the top is using gravity to impale themselves on the bottom. The one being penetrated is in charge, topping from the bottom, he can do what he likes, while the one fucking him just sits there. Then in that position depending on what direction the one being fucked is facing they can either kiss and cuddle, maybe nibble on a neck or nipple or if he's facing outwards he can be detached emotionally from his partner. I like to think of him being held by the hair this way, back arched as his head is pulled back. Body gleaming with sweat, eyes closed as he tries to move as fast as he can. Oh man, I need a cold shower now! And that's why I like that position.
5- Your vision of Brennan seems a little different than most of the other
MX fans', why?
What a thing to ask when I'm still on a high from #4 *g* Okay, Brennan, he's my sweetheart. I'm in total lust with him and just adore his character. It's because in the MX fandom Brennan is disliked. He doesn't have many fans. He's in the majority of the stories, because B/J is the most popular pairing but most of them have him as the top to Jesse. Now in canon Brennan is trying for the leader role but Jesse is still a strong guy, he's in danger of being written as wimp!Jesse and he's not like that at all. I keep saying this but in season 1 Brennan was shown to love reading, he was wandering round Sanctuary reading Walt Whitman. Yes he's bolshy, argumentative, testosterone laden guy who certainly assumes the alpha role but he's got a softer side too. And that's what I write about. My Brennan loves Jesse, he's no push over but he's no bully either. He's got issues that affect him more than he lets on and sometimes that need slips out. Plus I think the idea of him being topped by Jesse is hot. He's so big and powerful that I love to see him submitting.
Damn, I really need a shower now. You've got me all hot and bothered sis!
1- What was your biggest wish when you were a kid?
Man, I answer these and it sounds like my life's a permanent downer. But I wished that I wasn't so overweight. I've been fat since I was young and I wished that there was a day that I didn't have someone call me names. I had really great friends, but I wanted to be able to walk into school without being teased. The adults were just as bad, not teasing but making a big deal about it. I was sent to doctors and hospitalised for two weeks on a 500 calorie a day diet and made to excersise in front of the other kids when I was 12. So I wished that I'd wake up one day and I'd be normal.
2- What would you say to someone curious about why CL is so important in
your life?
That's hard to answer. I don't think people can understand why CL is so important to me unless they get what being a fan is. What I would say is my CL allows me to meet people that have become good friends. I'm very reserved in RL and it takes me a long time to feel comfortable with people. MY CL takes away that reserve to some extent, and I meet people that understand where I'm coming from. I keep saying that I'm a geek, and I am, I love to talk tv shows/characters and no one would do that in RL. So CL lets me be that geek. I'm not judged on what I like and that's important to me. CL has also enriched me in other ways, I've learned about other cultures and chatted to people that I would never have met overwise. It's forced me to think, something you stop doing when it's you and a bunch of kids. It doesn't take many brain cells to watch Sponge Bob *g* I've read about things that I've looked up and researched. I guess I'd say to me CL is like this huge library at my finger tips, run by millions of interesting people. That why it's so important to me.
3.- What sensations does writing give you, and could you stop being an
author?
It depends on when you ask. I've gone from utter frustration when I literally wanted to scream and chuck Blue2 out of the nearest window to flying high when the words flow. I love when what I see in my mind is easily typed out, and I'm proud that I *can* write. But sometimes that just doens't happen and I think I'm the worst writer ever. But mostly it's positive, I've even written something and went back to it and thought, *I'm good* but that's rare. There's so many feelings tied into writing, but no, I couldn't stop now. I've too many stories in my head now that need to come out. I didn't think it would be so addictive when I started, but it is.
4- One of your favorite sex position when you're reading slash is the
'lap' one, why do you love it so much?
The lap *drool 24/7* Lol I'm like Pavlov's dog when you say that. I do love that position, even thinking about it makes me feel...moving into TMI there, so I'll shut up lol. I think it's because it combines two things that are so different. When I think about someone sitting on someones lap it reminds me of something 'normal' it's sweet seeing people sitting like that when they're in love. They're so close, totally in one anothers personal space. When you add it the sexual element it changes from sweet to god damn hot. The one on the top is using gravity to impale themselves on the bottom. The one being penetrated is in charge, topping from the bottom, he can do what he likes, while the one fucking him just sits there. Then in that position depending on what direction the one being fucked is facing they can either kiss and cuddle, maybe nibble on a neck or nipple or if he's facing outwards he can be detached emotionally from his partner. I like to think of him being held by the hair this way, back arched as his head is pulled back. Body gleaming with sweat, eyes closed as he tries to move as fast as he can. Oh man, I need a cold shower now! And that's why I like that position.
5- Your vision of Brennan seems a little different than most of the other
MX fans', why?
What a thing to ask when I'm still on a high from #4 *g* Okay, Brennan, he's my sweetheart. I'm in total lust with him and just adore his character. It's because in the MX fandom Brennan is disliked. He doesn't have many fans. He's in the majority of the stories, because B/J is the most popular pairing but most of them have him as the top to Jesse. Now in canon Brennan is trying for the leader role but Jesse is still a strong guy, he's in danger of being written as wimp!Jesse and he's not like that at all. I keep saying this but in season 1 Brennan was shown to love reading, he was wandering round Sanctuary reading Walt Whitman. Yes he's bolshy, argumentative, testosterone laden guy who certainly assumes the alpha role but he's got a softer side too. And that's what I write about. My Brennan loves Jesse, he's no push over but he's no bully either. He's got issues that affect him more than he lets on and sometimes that need slips out. Plus I think the idea of him being topped by Jesse is hot. He's so big and powerful that I love to see him submitting.
Damn, I really need a shower now. You've got me all hot and bothered sis!
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Date: 2003-08-05 05:23 pm (UTC)Oh, yum. What a hot description of this position.
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Date: 2003-08-06 07:25 am (UTC)*g* Thank you! I first read it in an X-Files ( the 24/7 series ) and ever since then I've been a huge fan. I often think about sex positions for my guys *eg*
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Date: 2003-08-06 08:23 am (UTC)Question #4, I knew reading the answer to that question would be hot! lol And I couldn't not ask it, knowing my sis *g*