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Don't think that I actually want you to poke me - though it does sound a bit kinky so maybe I could enjoy it. I have to think about it - you know that I can't sign up. It's a challenge! With a deadline! And even worse you commit to write something for someone else! Way too much pressure for me, really.

Plus? If there's a challenge I don't like it's the kind of challenge where people exchange fics. I just... okay I've seen so many posts that went along the lines of 'I know this isn't what you asked but' 'I know I twisted your idea but I hope you like it' 'I know you wanted bottom!Jensen and jealous!Jared but I decided to turn the tables around, hope you don't mind?' that I keep wondering whether I'd really get what I want in return. Which is selfish but I wouldn't even be sure my recipient would like it, anyway!

Dude, see how I get myself riled up just thinking of, like, not joining? lol Obviously this isn't my kind of challenge *runs away*