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Kekeke that's what happened with Gerard and I. I saw MCR's video for I'm Not Okay like......god when I was a Sophomore in high school and thought the guys were cute. I had looked them up online but there wasn't really much about them except for their official site which still lacked. So I kinda pushed them aside even though Helena and Ghost of You soon followed after that whole intial viewing. I can remember so well too because I was at home sick and was just like " ohhh boys. " Then randomly one day last year I caught the black parade song on the radio shortly before the CD was dropped. I liked it, waited until December and then decided I had to have the CD ( even tohugh I had already gotten most of their music ). Gerard had always been the one that had drawn me in. His voice, his way of thinking, his artistic abilties, and just him in general. My love just like blew up in December last year and refused to fade so duoshinigami got stuck with me babbling about Gerard constantly whether she liked it or not. I like to think she did. Slowly but surely she got sucked in though. *cough* Damn I ramble for like ever. I'm sorry lol.

Also, when I first for into MCR I always thought Gerard was like 23-25 in age. I was freakishly surprised when I learned he was 29 going on 30. I still can't look at him and acknowledge that he's going to be 31, drank, and did drugs. He came out of it all so well.