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[turps]

I'd tell you how many episodes of Without a Trace I'd watched today, but it would be embarrassing. Like, double figures embarrassing. Still, that rush of mainlining a show is an awesome thing, and right now I'm utterly in love and lust with Danny and Martin.

This was a perfect continuation from a WaT story that I read last night. It was amazing, and long, and perfectly characterised with action/adventure that had me clenching my fists with anxiety at many points, but mostly, very long. Like the kind of story you start reading and look up four hours later long.

However,along with rl stuff, fish deaths and WaT watching, I managed to squeeze some picture viewing into today. The new pictures of Panic? I give up, I cave. They're adorable. It was the clash of patterns, and the pjs and Ryan's skinny legs and man, the boy is packing it, whoa. Not that I was looking or anything...ahem.

Which brings me nicely to a story I just read. Which was MCR GSF with double penetration and fisting. Waycest fisting and just. It was so damn hot and the Waycest fisting should have been so wrong, except it was so right and just thinking of it is making me want to go back and read again. Right now. If you're interested, it's here, and believe me, the story is well worth it.

Also, I'm reading that JC is being amazing in his dancing show, which makes me very happy indeed. You show them, JC!

WaT, Fisting, Waycest, JC, Panic, double penetration. Surely a post of win? \o/

Comments

[callsigns.livejournal.com]

YES YES PANIC IS ADORABLE WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO WRITE IT WHEN WHEN AIEEEE I CAN'T STAND THE EXCITEMENT! What Panic fic have you read? LET ME HELP!

[turps33.livejournal.com]

I don't think I'll be writing Panic anytime soon. Then again, that's what I said about bandom as a whole, and look at me now *g*

I HAVE NOT READ ONE PANIC STORY! I know, this is a disgrace, so if you wish to point me in the right direction I'll be a very happy bunny!

[callsigns.livejournal.com]

I encourage happy bunnies! Let me give you just a few recs, to cut your teeth on, and then if you're down, I'll give you more!

Firstly, if you haven't read it yet, here's Sara's Panic primer (http://addictedkitten.livejournal.com/104779.html?mode=reply), which is important information to have, with some recs at the end. A *touch* out of date at this point, but still a crucial read!

Ryan/Brendon (my favorite Panic pairing - I feel like it's the equivalent to JC/Justin! Just as Pete/Ryan is the equivalent to Chris/Justin - hmm, maybe I'll throw some of those in here!)
+ That First Inconceivable Touch (http://addictedkitten.livejournal.com/103713.html?mode=reply) by addictedkitten
+ Give me more (http://wearemany.livejournal.com/646317.html) by wearemany
+ How Two Boys Got Some (In Different POVs): A Portrait of Spencer Smith, Annoyed (http://community.livejournal.com/damnyouwentz/194670.html) by one900
+ Nothing To Do With You (http://disarm-d.livejournal.com/16483.html) by disarm_d
+ Ash In Your Mouth (http://flimsy.livejournal.com/206829.html) by flimsy
+ laid bare for all to see, but mostly just for you (http://deliberatefic.livejournal.com/1398.html#cutid1) by deliberatehips

Ryan/Spencer (best friends from childhood! what a dynamic!)
+ So We'll Stop Pretending (http://iphignia939.livejournal.com/262017.html) by iphignia939
+ Pick Me Up (http://tasteofpoison.inkubation.net/viewstory.php?sid=181) by arsenicjade
+ and set this cruise control to crash (http://addictedkitten.livejournal.com/101365.html) by addictedkitten

Jon/Spencer (for me, the Choey, but yo, I liked some Choey! Often written fluffily, can be really satisfying)
+ The One Where Spencer Called Jon 'Thick' (But Not Like That) (http://aphoristick.livejournal.com/1265.html) by aphoristick/shanelle
+ It's About Time You Showed Up (http://beingothrwrldly.livejournal.com/508858.html) by beingothrwrldly (for reference, Tom Conrad was a guitarist for The Academy Is, whom Panic opened for on the Truckstops and Statelines tour in the spring of 2006. Tom was later kicked out of the band for philosophical differences. He's one of Jon Walker's best friends, from Chicago. Jon used to tech for The Academy Is, and was their video guy, before joining Panic.)

Spencer/Brendon (currently enjoying a swell of popularity! But these are all older stories!)
+ Misconduct (http://gigantic.livejournal.com/391692.html) by gigantic
+ There Should Be A Name For Something Like This (http://skoosiepants.livejournal.com/182857.html) by skoosiepants
+ You Can Get What You Need (http://kissingchaos9.livejournal.com/160126.html#cutid1) by kissingchaos9

hmm, I don't seem to have any Jon/Brendon recs at hand! Woe, woe.

And because I'm biased towards her both personally and creatively, here's three more of Sara's, a Panic GSF and two Pete/Ryans that destroy me (it's my bandom otppppp!)
+ Crush (With Eyeliner) (http://addictedkitten.livejournal.com/102988.html?mode=reply)
+ Except Under The Pale Light (http://addictedkitten.livejournal.com/106071.html?mode=reply)
+ Swing as high as any savior (http://addictedkitten.livejournal.com/118747.html#cutid1)

Um. Enjoy! :D eta: ahahah I knew I couldn't get through all that html without a fuckup

[turps33.livejournal.com]

You're awesome in the extreme! Pimptastic even!

I'm looking forward to diving into those, and the handy popslash comparisons are a wonderful touch.

I may try the Pete/Ryans first. They appeal to me somehow.

Thank you!

[callsigns.livejournal.com]

Oh man, if you start with those, prepare to be razed inside.

\o/

[turps33.livejournal.com]

Okay, now I'm totally starting with those!

[callsigns.livejournal.com]

Oh, Terri, dude! I forgot you're my sister in angst!!! *clings*

[turps33.livejournal.com]

I did start with those, and man, Pete!

It hurt so good. Now I need to find the words to feedback.

[callsigns.livejournal.com]

She writes the best Pete/Ryan I've ever read, and I really don't say that just because I'm dating her. She's so good at the gray areas of relationships and self-awareness. I'm so glad you liked those stories! Man, the angst's the best.

[turloughishere.livejournal.com]

The new pictures of Panic? I give up, I cave. They're adorable.

Nooooo! Say it ain't so!! Or at least promise you won't start writing Panic-only stories! Please! *tries the kitty eyes of doom*

I read that story but I wasn't that enamoured. It felt a bit too... clinical, if that's the right word, for my taste. I think I want more character interaction even in PWPs. Have you read cimorene111's Fantasy Book (http://cimness.livejournal.com/2387128.html)? 16,000 words of sex pollen PWP! Fabulous!!

[turps33.livejournal.com]

As I know practically nothing about Panic and am very much in love with MCR right now I doubt I'll be writing for them. I mean, no Mikey for one. So no worries.

I haven't read that, but I'm going to now. It sounds fantastic. What I loved about Kiss Kiss Bang Bang was the image of Mikey fisting Gerard. His long fingers, and just guh!

[turloughishere.livejournal.com]

*feels much relieved :-)*

There's no Mikeyway in Fantasy Book I'm afraid, just Frank and Gerard but it's funny and hot and messy and awkward and all-round fabulous!

[turps33.livejournal.com]

It's okay! I read stories without Mikey, sometimes ;)

Your description makes it sound fab.

[sori1773.livejournal.com]

panic is an acquired taste! I sort of love them completely and totally now, but it took me months and months and months to get the love. :D

also, ummm, do you possibly have a link to that WaT story you read? *makes pleading eyes*

[turps33.livejournal.com]

You're right, the Panic love is an acquired taste. I've pretty much seen them as 'the other band' but somehow with a sneak pj attack I'm wanting to actually read about them. I know where I'll be starting too ;)

I do have a link to the story. It's here (http://www.bunnyfic.com/ELG/ColdCase.htm). While it's technically gen, there's lots of slashy banter going on. I just loved it, a lot.

[nikibee.livejournal.com]

WaT, Fisting, Waycest, JC, Panic, double penetration.

lol *shakes head*

Without a Trace is fantastic and I have been known to watch a gazillion episodes of a show each day so I can't judge you. Have you tried Cold Case yet?

[turps33.livejournal.com]

If I could have eased Chris in there it would have been a perfect post *g*

I haven't tried Cold Case, mainly due to this WaT need to watch all the seasons now. However, it's next on my list :)

[bououou.livejournal.com]

I welcome any mention of gay sex, and TV shows with glee! :p
Awesome post!
Hehehe!

[turps33.livejournal.com]

Dude, gay sex and tv shows are an awesome combination!

Add in pretty men, and hello! GLEE \o/

[bououou.livejournal.com]

Well, usually the pretty men are included in the gay sex? No? :P
But yes you are right!

[ceci2176.livejournal.com]

I'd tell you how many episodes of Without a Trace I'd watched today, but it would be embarrassing.
I'd tell you how many eps of Touched by an Angel I'd watched today, but it would be embarrassing. ;-) (Hey, even admitting I watch the show is embarrassing! *g*)

And yay for fannish posts! \o/

[turps33.livejournal.com]

You need to embrace your shame, Ceci! I do *g*

[ceci2176.livejournal.com]

I do. I really do. It's just fake shame I put on. ;-þ

*sings TbaA theme song under her breath*

[turps33.livejournal.com]

Ah, fake shame. I should try that. Let's see.

I'm so ashamed at liking wincest fisting fic.

Did that sound convincing?

[ceci2176.livejournal.com]

Sorry, but no. You need either an exclamation mark (or several), or at least four dots at the end. *nodnod* ;-þ

Like so: "I'm so ashamed for liking genderbender!Justin!!!!!!!!" or "I'm so ashamed for liking disabilityfic....." *g*

[turps33.livejournal.com]

Damn, so close yet so far!

I'll try again.

I'm so ashamed that I like the thought of Mikey's fingers slipping into his brother's ass!!!!!!!!!!!!

But sorry, I could never believe you'd be ashamed of disability fic. Not if you used all the exclamation marks in the world!

[ceci2176.livejournal.com]

Damn, so close yet so far!

I'll try again.

I'm so ashamed that I like the thought of Mikey's fingers slipping into his brother's ass!!!!!!!!!!!!
Now you're ready to put that on a PostSecret postcard. *nodnod*

But sorry, I could never believe you'd be ashamed of disability fic. Not if you used all the exclamation marks in the world!
Thank God! I loves eet!!!!! :-D

[themoononastick]

All your talk of WaT makes me kinda miss all the flailing about that show I used to do. I may have to go rummage through my memories and dig out some old fic to reread.

But mainly I just want to say - The new pictures of Panic? I give up, I cave. They're adorable.

\o/ They ARE adorable. It's true! I'm so glad you've seen the light! *g*
Here, have some fic recs. :D I'd also suggest reading everything foxxcub has written, and, if I had to choose just one fic from the ones I've bookmarked, it would be this one: Burn Up In Love Love Love by dsudis GSF, because you can't go wrong with a good GSF.

[turps33.livejournal.com]

If you do rummage through your memories, could you send some recs my way? I'm feeling quite shameless about asking for good fic *g*

It seems all it takes for me to see the light is pjs and long johns. I'm easy like that.

More recs! Awesome. Especially awesome is good gsf. It's something that seems lacking in bandom, which is a shame.

Thank you!

[themoononastick]

I've had a bit of a rummage and, sadly, it looks like some of the fic I remember loving is now either f-locked or the writer's LJs are deleted. BUT, I can recommend anything by mardia her WaT fic tag or lillyjk her WaT fic tag I especially recommend the 'Perceptions' series (although I may be a bit biased about her writing. see icon!)

Also? More panic - Jon's Bookstore by foxxcub. Possibly my favourite AU in bandom, which is saying something given the amount and quality of AUs in existence. Plus there's the bonus of it having Gerard/Frank and Pete/Patrick in it as well as the Panic boys. :D

[turps33.livejournal.com]

YAY!

You're awesome. Thank you!

[saba1789.livejournal.com]

It's something that seems lacking in bandom, which is a shame.

What? NO! There is lots of awesome GSF! Okay, mostly it's Panic GSF and maybe there isn't really a lot but still, AWESOME! I've saved quite a few here (http://del.icio.us/saba1407/gsf) (PS: they are not as bad as my descriptions sometimes make them sound ;) .

[turps33.livejournal.com]

Any recs will be gratefully taken, even if they are Panic ;)

Thank you *mwah*

[nikomaria.livejournal.com]

So hey reading your post kinda put me into the mood to read WaT again, could you give me the link to the amazing long story you read - sounds like my kind of story ;)

and yes Danny/Martin rock!

[turps33.livejournal.com]

Sure I can. Here it is Cold Case (http://www.bunnyfic.com/ELG/ColdCase.htm)

Danny/Martin ftw!

[nikomaria.livejournal.com]

*YAY*

Thanks :))

[paperdollkisses.livejournal.com]

I love Jack!

[turps33.livejournal.com]

Jack is awesome!

[saba1789.livejournal.com]

that rush of mainlining a show is an awesome thing

It really is! I last did that with NCIS and watching at least 5 episodes a day made me all flaily and gleeful :D .

Yay Panic!

Which brings me nicely to a story I just read. Which was MCR GSF with double penetration and fisting. Waycest fisting

That made me flail like WHOA and then I ran (RAN!) to read that story. GUH!!!

Your post is made of AWESOME and WIN, yo! :D

[turps33.livejournal.com]

I mainlined all of NCIS too. It's the best way to get into a show :)

That story was awesome! Just thinking of it makes me want to flail.

\o/