turps

This is so sad and so beautiful. I love the way you write Mikey as so conflicted, loving the sea and everything in it and not really minding singing humans to their deaths, but loving Gerard even more and hurting so much because Gerard is hurting. Wanting Gerard to be happy but knowing that it will only happen at the price of his own happiness. Poor Mikey. And poor Gerard! Hating what he's so good at, longing for a state where he doesn't have to feel guilty all the time but knowing that this will means giving up Mikey. And not even knowing that things will get better on land, just hoping. I think that's the thing that made me cry. Perhaps moving on to dry land won't make Gerard happy, then EVERYONE will be unhappy. Please tell me things will turn out well for them?