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turpsWe woke up so late this morning. The alarm had been beeping for over an hour when I woke, leaving 30 minutes to get everyone ready and out of the house. A mad dash doesn't even begin to describe it.
Had another weird dream last night too. This time James and I went to an *NSYNC concert but they were playing in the old Durham Wasps ice hockey rink, which is *small* We had three tickets and ran to the rink and got great seats. What was weird was I had this *really* young baby with me. James went to get it some clothes and just when he came back someone came on the ice saying the concert was cancelled as the stage was missing. The boys were there but didn't think they should appear as the show would be substandard without props...bastards.
Just read my flist, skip 75 overnight! Man, you all talk a lot! Of course most of that was JC's rather unfortunate outfit/hair/mustache combo at the ama's. I actually like the outfit, but the rest? No comment!
The plan for today is to write more for SeSa. Which will consist of me staring at what I've written already and cursing at how lame it is. One day I'll write something without losing confidence in my own ability and convincing myself how dire the story is. Somehow I doubt that day will be soon.
The story is also making me develop strong issues about Nick. For years I've lusted after Kevin and now he's having to share lusting time with Nick. I blame my story, but as at the moment Nick is only about 17 and nothing but jail bait I'm feeling like a pervy old woman...sigh.
Had another weird dream last night too. This time James and I went to an *NSYNC concert but they were playing in the old Durham Wasps ice hockey rink, which is *small* We had three tickets and ran to the rink and got great seats. What was weird was I had this *really* young baby with me. James went to get it some clothes and just when he came back someone came on the ice saying the concert was cancelled as the stage was missing. The boys were there but didn't think they should appear as the show would be substandard without props...bastards.
Just read my flist, skip 75 overnight! Man, you all talk a lot! Of course most of that was JC's rather unfortunate outfit/hair/mustache combo at the ama's. I actually like the outfit, but the rest? No comment!
The plan for today is to write more for SeSa. Which will consist of me staring at what I've written already and cursing at how lame it is. One day I'll write something without losing confidence in my own ability and convincing myself how dire the story is. Somehow I doubt that day will be soon.
The story is also making me develop strong issues about Nick. For years I've lusted after Kevin and now he's having to share lusting time with Nick. I blame my story, but as at the moment Nick is only about 17 and nothing but jail bait I'm feeling like a pervy old woman...sigh.
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Date: 2003-11-17 04:42 am (UTC)Hahahahaaaaa. Nick'll do that to you, man. And really, what better Nick to lust after than the 17-year-old jailbait one? ;-)
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Date: 2003-11-17 08:02 am (UTC)Jailbait Nick's just wrong. Yet I keep looking at pictures and things like your icon which I hope you know is so wrong...yet so right at the same time and know that I've lost the battle.
He's so pretty and man...so many years of Kevin only lusting and now this.
But I have to say, it's one battle I don't mind losing ;)
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Date: 2003-11-17 04:51 am (UTC)Hope your Week gets better. ^_^
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Date: 2003-11-17 11:28 am (UTC)It's frustrating more than anything when the little things happen.
o.o
Date: 2003-11-17 06:57 am (UTC)JC?
Somebody say JC?
Where? Which awards? Wearing what?
I wanna see I wanna see I wanna see!!
Where do I go look? I don't care if it was "unfortunate looking" (lmao) I bet he still looks better than 99% of the population... ..but I'm known to be biased in favor of my fandoms, lol.
*slaps Terri around, back to her senses*
And you are a talented writer! You keep telling me I am, so accept my judgement! Takes one to know one! Etc!
But you're struggling & your mood is still content. Aw.
Re: o.o
Date: 2003-11-17 06:59 am (UTC)What are you eating/doing before bed?
I gotta get in on this, lol...
Re: o.o
Date: 2003-11-17 11:37 am (UTC)I gotta get in on this, lol...
ROTFLMAO! I didn't think het was your thing, but you're welcome to join us if you like ;)
I really don't know what's caused the vivid dreams I've been having lately. But they've been so detailed that I can't help remembering them. If only they were something interesting. Maybe if I fall asleep thinking about JC screwing Chris I could get a front row seat in my dream.
Then again my mind is a weird place, I'd probably get Justin screwing Joey *g*
Re: o.o .... ... X.x
Date: 2003-11-17 06:22 pm (UTC)Ick!
Ack!
(rotflmao)
Nevermind, luv, even that snippet was WAY TMI, IMO
lol
(Hey, a whole comment with only half a dozen or less real words. Some kinda record, for me... )
Re: o.o .... ... X.x
Date: 2003-11-18 05:13 am (UTC)You did ask!
Re: o.o
Date: 2003-11-17 11:33 am (UTC)I've posted 2 for you. If you want more I'll send them to your addy okay?
He doesn't look that bad actually, I can live with how he looks because he's still JC!
Thanks for the compliment btw. I know I'm better than some people at writing, but I'll always keep trying to get better, and it annoys the hell out of me that my technical writing is so weak.
But I've been writing today and enjoying it, so yeah, I'm happy :)
Hope you are too! *hugs you just because*
Re: o.o
Date: 2003-11-17 09:45 pm (UTC)"If I want more"...
What kind of a ridiculous question is that?
;)
And I'm writing, too, hope to have the MX Thanksgiving fic done in a few days. It's the continuing (!) adventures of the O'Lantern Family, so far.... (mwahahaahahhaHahahhaaha!)
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Date: 2003-11-17 12:22 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-17 03:24 pm (UTC)Okay, I love him a little
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Date: 2003-11-17 06:47 pm (UTC)