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Nov. 17th, 2003 10:23 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
turpsWe woke up so late this morning. The alarm had been beeping for over an hour when I woke, leaving 30 minutes to get everyone ready and out of the house. A mad dash doesn't even begin to describe it.
Had another weird dream last night too. This time James and I went to an *NSYNC concert but they were playing in the old Durham Wasps ice hockey rink, which is *small* We had three tickets and ran to the rink and got great seats. What was weird was I had this *really* young baby with me. James went to get it some clothes and just when he came back someone came on the ice saying the concert was cancelled as the stage was missing. The boys were there but didn't think they should appear as the show would be substandard without props...bastards.
Just read my flist, skip 75 overnight! Man, you all talk a lot! Of course most of that was JC's rather unfortunate outfit/hair/mustache combo at the ama's. I actually like the outfit, but the rest? No comment!
The plan for today is to write more for SeSa. Which will consist of me staring at what I've written already and cursing at how lame it is. One day I'll write something without losing confidence in my own ability and convincing myself how dire the story is. Somehow I doubt that day will be soon.
The story is also making me develop strong issues about Nick. For years I've lusted after Kevin and now he's having to share lusting time with Nick. I blame my story, but as at the moment Nick is only about 17 and nothing but jail bait I'm feeling like a pervy old woman...sigh.
Had another weird dream last night too. This time James and I went to an *NSYNC concert but they were playing in the old Durham Wasps ice hockey rink, which is *small* We had three tickets and ran to the rink and got great seats. What was weird was I had this *really* young baby with me. James went to get it some clothes and just when he came back someone came on the ice saying the concert was cancelled as the stage was missing. The boys were there but didn't think they should appear as the show would be substandard without props...bastards.
Just read my flist, skip 75 overnight! Man, you all talk a lot! Of course most of that was JC's rather unfortunate outfit/hair/mustache combo at the ama's. I actually like the outfit, but the rest? No comment!
The plan for today is to write more for SeSa. Which will consist of me staring at what I've written already and cursing at how lame it is. One day I'll write something without losing confidence in my own ability and convincing myself how dire the story is. Somehow I doubt that day will be soon.
The story is also making me develop strong issues about Nick. For years I've lusted after Kevin and now he's having to share lusting time with Nick. I blame my story, but as at the moment Nick is only about 17 and nothing but jail bait I'm feeling like a pervy old woman...sigh.
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Date: 2003-11-17 12:22 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2003-11-17 03:24 pm (UTC)Okay, I love him a little
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Date: 2003-11-17 06:47 pm (UTC)