Stupid story -- kicks it.

I've a story that I wrote, it's long for me and I was proud of it. But looking at it now I'm pretty close to despising it. I can see so many cliched things in it and it's driving me crazy. It needs a serious fix up but I can hardly bear to look at it just now. It's not all bad, but god, there's some things that make me cringe.

If I wasn't committed to getting the damn thing done I'd delete it, and take pleasure in doing so.

I've just been reading that they've canceled Fastlane!!! The bastards!! No more half nekkid Van, slashy boys and kick ass Billie. I know the show had no redeeming value at all, but the eye candy was astounding, and yes I know that makes me shallow, but who the hell cares. Van Ray I shall miss you immensely.

WTF!

This morning I received an e-mail to join a TS fuq-Q-fest. I didn't really take much notice until one of my lists started talking about it. So being the nosy cow that I am I wandered over and joined.

And wanted to back out very fast.

The organiser has this list of challenges that you have to pick three of, can we say Sentinel cliches? Yes I thought you could. MPREG, virgin Blair, babies, changing into a woman, elves, hobbits, Blair mewing when having sex. I wanted to claw my eyes out!

But then in the cross over section I saw it. A challenge to cross Mutant X with Sentinel and man, if I haven't been thinking about doing that for a while. I'm divided. it *could* be okay, but to be honest some of the writers I saw in there are not ones I enjoy, and the owner seems not to have control over what's going on. But Mutant X and The Sentinel in one story!

One thing did make me gag with that crossover. She suggested that Blair and Jesse be brothers, WTF!!! Nope, no way, nada. Is it not possible to cross a story without using the whole unknown relative thing. Jesse and Blair brothers, it makes my head ache! Yet somehow I know I'll stay, because Mutant X and The Sentinel...so good. And I'm tempted to write something bitter and twisted to buck the trend of those challenges.

I've no will power, I know that.