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We woke up so late this morning. The alarm had been beeping for over an hour when I woke, leaving 30 minutes to get everyone ready and out of the house. A mad dash doesn't even begin to describe it.

Had another weird dream last night too. This time James and I went to an *NSYNC concert but they were playing in the old Durham Wasps ice hockey rink, which is *small* We had three tickets and ran to the rink and got great seats. What was weird was I had this *really* young baby with me. James went to get it some clothes and just when he came back someone came on the ice saying the concert was cancelled as the stage was missing. The boys were there but didn't think they should appear as the show would be substandard without props...bastards.

Just read my flist, skip 75 overnight! Man, you all talk a lot! Of course most of that was JC's rather unfortunate outfit/hair/mustache combo at the ama's. I actually like the outfit, but the rest? No comment!

The plan for today is to write more for SeSa. Which will consist of me staring at what I've written already and cursing at how lame it is. One day I'll write something without losing confidence in my own ability and convincing myself how dire the story is. Somehow I doubt that day will be soon.

The story is also making me develop strong issues about Nick. For years I've lusted after Kevin and now he's having to share lusting time with Nick. I blame my story, but as at the moment Nick is only about 17 and nothing but jail bait I'm feeling like a pervy old woman...sigh.

For Josh

Sorry for forgetting to post these this morning and making you miss a JC fix *g*

( It's porn star JC! )

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Stupid Nick Carter. Making me research him and turning into a pervy old woman who crushes on jailbait. Plus he's blond, and I just don't go for blonds, look at all my men. Brennan, Blair, Kevin, Chris, they're all dark haired ( okay Tom was blond, sorta, but lets not split hairs ) The point is I don't lust after blond haired, blue eyed men, I just don't. Hear that Nick Carter?! And just because you turned from a pretty smiling shining piece of jailbait into a sexy inked up man doesn't mean you can invade my thoughts like this.

Also, Corey seems to think I'm a huge fan of Busted. Which I'm not btw. He knows all about my fannish side, well not all obviously but enough to know I'm a fan. In fact he was almost as excited as me when we managed to tape The Fairly Odd parents. He knows everyone I like, better than James even. Once I asked James who he thought I liked on an Nsync poster, he pointed at JC, then Justin then Lance at which point Corey said it's Chris silly *g* Anyway, Busted. Every time an advert for Busted's new CD comes on he shouts so I can come and watch, because he thinks I want to see. Somehow I've an idea what he might get for my Christmas present this year.