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castalie for question and knew they'd be tough. Because out of everyone online she knows me the best, faults and all. I was right *g*
Ant&Dec are tv presenters over here. They started as actors on a show called Byker Grove when they were really young and have been best friends ever since. I loved Byker Grove, it's set near where I live so I used to watch it every week. ( If anyone saw Ant&Dec present World Idol my accent is similar to theirs) In the show they were called PJ and Duncan and once they left they sang for a while using those names. Then moved onto presenting and are still doing it now. They're best friends and have been since the start, they lived together when they moved to London and even when they gotbeards girlfriends they lived next door to one another. They go on holiday together, party together, they touch all the time and you can see they love one another. They make each other laugh and just watching them makes me smile. That's them below, more cute than anything else, but that's why I like them. You can imagine talking to them as friends. Dec's beardgirlfriend just broke up with him so I'm just waiting for the other to leave so they come out ;)
Honestly? I don't know. I haven't cut ties to anyone that's treated me badly, I don't know if I could. When I love or like someone I do so completely, so I make excuses if they do things that hurt me. There's only a few people I won't talk to in RL, Brian because of what he did, one of my mams boyfriends who called James a spacca and my mam's neighbour who got on James' case once. Even then if they talked to me I'd answer, even if my skin was crawling and I wanted to belt them. I can't cut people dead, I feel guilty about even thinking about doing it.
I don't know if this is a quality as such, but I think everyone should to try and walk in other people's shoes. So many arguments happen because people don't step back and try to see things from both sides. I'm not sure if I've answered that well, sorry.
I have no idea, sometimes I'll be sitting and think, god I'm twisted liking n/c, darkfic, kink all the dark things. But I love it so much. I want to read about people being hurt and anguish and pain. I know I've liked stuff like that since I was a kid. I used to read and collect Hardy Boys books because Frank and Joe kept getting knocked out and beat up and I loved that. One book which had Joe in a motorbike crash and in hospital was almost worn out I read it so much. It just hits my buttons you know? I like to see powerful strong men brought to their knees. I don't think I can rationalise why I like that. I could say that I read so I'm reminded how tough life could be or that however bad things get they get better. But the fact my stories don't need happy endings nix that. Hell, RL isn't happy, why should fic be? I think it's like this endless circle. Dark fic hits me emotionally, it's hot and makes me feel, anguish, relief, comfort etc. I know that so search out more and the circle goes on. And if that makes sense to anyone but me I'll be surprised *g*
Well that depends. If he only saw my LJ, yeah he would. But in RL I'm still all about the guy. I talk more about Chris because most of my flist is popslash based. Very few people share my love of Brennan on here. And yes, I know you do Jenny and Josh *g* I'd love to be on here talking about every MX episode I watch, I should do it anyway really. In RL I adore Brennan as much as I ever did. He's...man, he's perfect, I see him and my heart beats faster. I still read MX slash, watch the eps and lust after him. I don't talk about him as much as Chris because most people aren't interested. I suppose it's because this huge Chris thing I have has evolved on a group basis. I've had people sharing pics and footage every step of the way, so I do that too, posting pics and stuff. When I fell for Brennan I was alone, I hadn't met Jenny and I know you would always listen to me but you hadn't seen an ep and when you did you liked Jesse and Emma *g* So this whole crush build up alone. So yeah, if he just saw my LJ maybe he would be jealous. But I do talk about him in comments a lot. I think most of the flist know I love him even if they don't know the show or who he is. He's just Brennan you know. He shares my lust with other guys but he'll always be special because. Well because I think he's bloody fantastic.
Have to share. I found an Ant and Dec slash archive! No idea what the stories are like but there's lots of them.
It's here
Ant&Dec theirloveissotrue! *g*
ETA: The rules, because I suck.
1 - Leave a comment, saying you want to be interviewed.
2 - I will respond; I'll ask you five questions.
3 - You'll update your journal with my five questions, and your five answers.
4 - You'll include this explanation.
5 - You'll ask other people five questions when they want to be interviewed
Anyone else want to ask anything, feel free.
ETA2: It's snowing!
castalie for question and knew they'd be tough. Because out of everyone online she knows me the best, faults and all. I was right *g* Ant&Dec are tv presenters over here. They started as actors on a show called Byker Grove when they were really young and have been best friends ever since. I loved Byker Grove, it's set near where I live so I used to watch it every week. ( If anyone saw Ant&Dec present World Idol my accent is similar to theirs) In the show they were called PJ and Duncan and once they left they sang for a while using those names. Then moved onto presenting and are still doing it now. They're best friends and have been since the start, they lived together when they moved to London and even when they got
Honestly? I don't know. I haven't cut ties to anyone that's treated me badly, I don't know if I could. When I love or like someone I do so completely, so I make excuses if they do things that hurt me. There's only a few people I won't talk to in RL, Brian because of what he did, one of my mams boyfriends who called James a spacca and my mam's neighbour who got on James' case once. Even then if they talked to me I'd answer, even if my skin was crawling and I wanted to belt them. I can't cut people dead, I feel guilty about even thinking about doing it.
I don't know if this is a quality as such, but I think everyone should to try and walk in other people's shoes. So many arguments happen because people don't step back and try to see things from both sides. I'm not sure if I've answered that well, sorry.
I have no idea, sometimes I'll be sitting and think, god I'm twisted liking n/c, darkfic, kink all the dark things. But I love it so much. I want to read about people being hurt and anguish and pain. I know I've liked stuff like that since I was a kid. I used to read and collect Hardy Boys books because Frank and Joe kept getting knocked out and beat up and I loved that. One book which had Joe in a motorbike crash and in hospital was almost worn out I read it so much. It just hits my buttons you know? I like to see powerful strong men brought to their knees. I don't think I can rationalise why I like that. I could say that I read so I'm reminded how tough life could be or that however bad things get they get better. But the fact my stories don't need happy endings nix that. Hell, RL isn't happy, why should fic be? I think it's like this endless circle. Dark fic hits me emotionally, it's hot and makes me feel, anguish, relief, comfort etc. I know that so search out more and the circle goes on. And if that makes sense to anyone but me I'll be surprised *g*
Well that depends. If he only saw my LJ, yeah he would. But in RL I'm still all about the guy. I talk more about Chris because most of my flist is popslash based. Very few people share my love of Brennan on here. And yes, I know you do Jenny and Josh *g* I'd love to be on here talking about every MX episode I watch, I should do it anyway really. In RL I adore Brennan as much as I ever did. He's...man, he's perfect, I see him and my heart beats faster. I still read MX slash, watch the eps and lust after him. I don't talk about him as much as Chris because most people aren't interested. I suppose it's because this huge Chris thing I have has evolved on a group basis. I've had people sharing pics and footage every step of the way, so I do that too, posting pics and stuff. When I fell for Brennan I was alone, I hadn't met Jenny and I know you would always listen to me but you hadn't seen an ep and when you did you liked Jesse and Emma *g* So this whole crush build up alone. So yeah, if he just saw my LJ maybe he would be jealous. But I do talk about him in comments a lot. I think most of the flist know I love him even if they don't know the show or who he is. He's just Brennan you know. He shares my lust with other guys but he'll always be special because. Well because I think he's bloody fantastic.
Have to share. I found an Ant and Dec slash archive! No idea what the stories are like but there's lots of them.
It's here
Ant&Dec theirloveissotrue! *g*
ETA: The rules, because I suck.
1 - Leave a comment, saying you want to be interviewed.
2 - I will respond; I'll ask you five questions.
3 - You'll update your journal with my five questions, and your five answers.
4 - You'll include this explanation.
5 - You'll ask other people five questions when they want to be interviewed
Anyone else want to ask anything, feel free.
ETA2: It's snowing!
