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Mar. 25th, 2004 11:07 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
turpsStill pissed about the time zone thing. Stupid world *kicks it*
I'm fretting at the moment. Anyone that knows me knows that I have no confidence in what I write at all. So I reach this stage of looking at things and thinking, there's no way I can post this. This time I like my AU, I read it last night again after I'd done a quick code ( I find it easier to read and spot mistakes that way) and it's okay, and there's only a few scenes to edit then it's done, can be sent off into the world. Am I freaking about that? Yes, I damn well am, because I'm an idiot. I know that I'm an idiot, but I fret anyway.
Someone slap me please.
Moving on, I had the most vivid dream about LJ last night. I was writing and posting a story, and Jo commented asking why I didn't write Paris smut. I took that to mean Voyager slash so wrote this story. I swear I've known nothing like it, I actually dreamed about writing this story. Tom was with Harry playing tennis ( no idea why, holodeck maybe) and they heard a thumping noise. They went to look for the source and found this cabin, they went in and found Chakotay tied up. Chak tried to speak but was gagged, then the next thing, Harry drugged Tom, stripped him and said he'd always wanted a threesome and was going to take both Tom and Chak. I wrote all this down but stopped before the sex. I was honestly expecting to see the story on my HD when I logged on this morning, because a Tom/Chak/Harry threesome has to be good.
In RL news I've just come back from the doctors with James because he thinks he's dying again. He keeps asking me to look down his throat and see if his tonsils are swollen, but how the hell am I supposed to know? Plus you know, looking down someone's throat is just ick. It's enough to put you off kissing for life...well maybe a few seconds ;)
Last, Kay asked if I wanted to go camping with her and Lia, to which I replied hell no. If I wanted to see up close and personal porn I'd watch the babe channels on Sky *g*
Not pissed about time zones anymore. Mouse has worked her magic * snuggles mouse*
ETA: Stopped fretting. Had my mini freak out and have moved on.
Someone slap me please.
Moving on, I had the most vivid dream about LJ last night. I was writing and posting a story, and Jo commented asking why I didn't write Paris smut. I took that to mean Voyager slash so wrote this story. I swear I've known nothing like it, I actually dreamed about writing this story. Tom was with Harry playing tennis ( no idea why, holodeck maybe) and they heard a thumping noise. They went to look for the source and found this cabin, they went in and found Chakotay tied up. Chak tried to speak but was gagged, then the next thing, Harry drugged Tom, stripped him and said he'd always wanted a threesome and was going to take both Tom and Chak. I wrote all this down but stopped before the sex. I was honestly expecting to see the story on my HD when I logged on this morning, because a Tom/Chak/Harry threesome has to be good.
In RL news I've just come back from the doctors with James because he thinks he's dying again. He keeps asking me to look down his throat and see if his tonsils are swollen, but how the hell am I supposed to know? Plus you know, looking down someone's throat is just ick. It's enough to put you off kissing for life...well maybe a few seconds ;)
Last, Kay asked if I wanted to go camping with her and Lia, to which I replied hell no. If I wanted to see up close and personal porn I'd watch the babe channels on Sky *g*
Not pissed about time zones anymore. Mouse has worked her magic * snuggles mouse*
ETA: Stopped fretting. Had my mini freak out and have moved on.
