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[turps]

I love my friendslist so much. I was just reading and saw a post by gordonfreemen78 directing me to





Chris tongue!

Okay, here's a master list of the 5 things meme, complete with Jo's fiendish request for the top five trickc stories, because man, I could give 105. But I did my best. There's pictures behind the cut so be warned dial up people.




(1) Into the Fire. I love magical stories and this one hits my buttons on so many levels. The descriptions are gorgeous and the trickc delicious. Like this part.
JC reaches out and smooths the backs of his fingers over Chris' cheekbone. Chris' lashes flutter, and his eyes slit open.


"You fucker," JC says, his voice rough. "If you ever tell me to run off and leave you again, I'll kill you myself."


Chris' mouth quirks up at one corner, the movement so slight that if Kevin hadn't been looking, he'd have missed it. "Since when do you ever listen to me, anyway?" Chris asks, his voice as breathy and light as a breeze.


"Never," JC says, and leans in to press his lips to Chris' forehead. His curls are matted with blood from Justin's wounds.


"Yeah," Chris whispers, and his eyes close again.

Just, yes. And if you've never read it don't be put off by the part I've quoted, just give it a try.



(2) absinthe_makes. The huge Euro trickc epic that's had me on the edge of my seat for ages now. It has it all, arguments, misunderstanding, hot sex, love and so much more. The story is finished but is being posted twice weekly and believe me, is well worth a look. No quotes for this one or I'll be here all day.

(3) and Every Dog His Day. I like this story a lot, the dog sex, the chewing on dildos, Chris!dog with his earrings, Jesse sending the dog blanket, Bri and the chocolate but mainly Chris and JC's relationship and love which continues even when Chris is a dog. That's some love right there. Warning for dog sex obviously.

After JC had taken off the makeup—which took such an unGodly amount of spirit-based remover he felt high already—he spent an entertaining half hour trying to get Chris to smoke up with him. Chris just couldn't manage to hold the joint and inhale, unless JC cupped his hands round Chris's muzzle to seal it in. The sight of Chris's face in his hands made JC giggle, and then the roll-up would drop out of Chris's mouth and set Lance wailing about burns to the hand-knotted rug.

(4) Wolves and Boybands Mate for Life. What can I say? Green pixi stixs and songs about butterflies. It's a lovely story featuring all of the guys, Lance especially being great.

JC sang. His voice was thick and scratchy, and he was right; he sucked. He couldn't hold any of the notes and he wobbled all over the place and he wasn't hitting all the right beats. But he sang, like Chris had asked him to; like Chris had wanted him to. Like Chris had hoped he would. He sang it different.

He sang it better.

Chris's knees weren't very committed to keeping him vertical. His lungs weren't working right either. He looked at JC with his eyes so wide they hurt, and JC stopped and hugged himself tighter and glared.

"Wow," Chris said softly. He was going to send Lance flowers. Possibly he was going to buy Lance a house.

(5) Mandolin. There's a part in this story that always makes me sigh, and it's this. JC's voice almost didn't make an impression, when he started speaking.

"Chris Chris Chris..." He was almost singing.

"Yeah, C?"

"Christopher Kirkpatrick, I am very worried about you." Still in that humming voice, and Chris was so tired... If you haven't already done so, just read it.

There's so many more I could rec, stuff by mickeym, silveryscrape, rhys, stubbleglitter, chootoy so many people. This five stuff is for the birds!



(1) Broccoli

(2) Cauliflower

(3) Carrots, especially raw.

(4) potatoes

(5) waterchestnuts.















Okay, excuse me if I get long winded *g* Also, these are things that stick in my head so some aren't that happy.

(1) I know you know this but Corey was in special care for a while when he was born. I was in bad shape after and couldn't see him for a while, but eventually I was taken to the unit in a wheelchair. I was so damn scared as I was wheeled closer. Got there, managed to stand to see in the incubator and there he was. On a ventilator, covered in tubes, skinny, misshapen head but my god. In that moment I knew I couldn't love anything more.

(2) When he was a toddler he started having fever fits. I'll never be able to forget standing outside a hospital cubical in ER sobbing as he fitted violently inside. I would have done anything to change places with him, anything.

(3) He went to playgroup when he was two, staying alone for one and a half hours. It was the first time I'd left him with strangers but he was so happy, toddling off to play as I sat outside until I could pick him up *g*

(4) Corey's first nativity play at school. He was a sheep and I had to buy him black tights and a white t-shirt. James and I were sitting in the audience and he walked out, dressed in the tights, t-shirt and a woolly vest on top. He has a painted black nose and wouldn't smile at all. I melted. Still do thinking about it.

(5) A really recent one was him going to cub camp. He looked so grown up when he went, bag and sleeping bag on his back, so eager to be away. Then he came home two days later, starving, filthy but just beaming.

Man, I could give you a list thousands long *g*















Okay, I can narrow it down, really I can.

(1) The Much shows. I love them all, especially the Chris/Rick moments but I guess my favourite of all is Live at Much 2001 where Chris knocks down Rick's stool, then makes him sit right next to him by holding onto his arm. You can see all the others are amused but Rick just takes it before tickling under Chris' arm. It cracks me up every time :)

(2) The toy section of the Pop Odyssey concert. I know some people don't like it for being too over produced and flashy, but man, I love it! Joey and the bear ( A, if you read this, sorry *g* ) Chris doing a somersault over the railing! Justin in the go cart, JC prancing with crayons! Then the space hoppers! Dude. They're bouncing in unison on space hoppers! How can you not love it!?

(3) The Japan interviews. So. Much. Love! But the one I'll mention specifically is when Justin is talking oh so serious, and Chris is bored out of his skull in the row behind. He's looking about then picks up a glass of water and then looks through it, hands cupped around the glass. I guess he wanted to make out with like a fish *G*

(4) MTV music awards 2000. We've talked of this many times so I'll be short. JC orgasm face! Joey thighs! Justin grinding between those women! Chris in his bubble wrap shirt! Ripping of their clothes! Hey ladies! Lance's red trousers! JC's hip thrusts! GUH!

(5) The Atlantis concert. The whole thing really but especially when Lance does his solo and Chris goes and puts his arm around him and it's just lovely.

I could give you so many more but I'll stop :)



(1) Help Me ( Nick )
(2) I Will ( Chris )
(3) Angels (Robbie, obvious I know but I love the song)
(4) Cry Me A River ( Justin )
(5) All Day Long I Dream About Sex ( JC )



This is one of the first icons I ever made, it could be better but I'd never change it. It's my sekrit kink ;)

I screencapped this myself and I love the picture I ended with. Because Chris is so licking JC's palm :)

I'm weird about animated icons. Sometimes they annoy the hell out of me, and that includes the ones I've made. But this one is fine, it also too me ages to do.

I made this when I first started to use layers, brushes etc. I like how it turned out a lot

I like the colours of this a lot. I wish I could remember how I did it *g*



(1) H/C. You know I'm not sure if this should be actually classed as a kink but I'll add it anyway. I love h/c, especially heavy on the hurt h/c. I'll add things like n/c, abuse, stuff like that in there too. Show me major angst and I'm there.

(2) Fisting. Oh man, just yes. It's the whole delicate balance that I love so much. There's some horrendous stories out there where fisting is done so wrong but the ones I like are all about trust, love and patience as the guy blows his lover's mind. It's such an intimate thing that I love to read.

(3) Which brings us nicely to rimming. Which is something else intimate. You know if you sat and thought about what this is I'd expect people to go ewwww. But it's not that at all. It's closeness, trust and with the bonus of tongue fucking which is always of the good.

(4) BDSM. Which I know is a huge group but with five things I can't narrow it down. Again, I like the power balance, pain and pleasure, the toys, the accessories. A man in a collar? Damn hot. It has to be done well though, safe, sane, consentual. Like fisting I've read some terrible bdsm stories and they just make me laugh.

(5) Okay, I don't know how to class this and damn but I'm giving things away here. I find this situation hot. Guy being taken for the first time, he's lying down, on a bed or floor maybe with the top behind him. There's a third guy lying in front of the bottom who's talking him through what's happening. Like, "It's okay, he's just getting you ready, try to relax, he's going to make you feel so good". Over and over, just whispering the words. The virgin bottom is nervous but totally trusts the others so he tries to relax, getting into it. As the third guy kisses him, hands stroking him as the top finally starts actual penetration. The bottom's hands tense and he gasps into the third man's mouth, panting until he relaxes a little under the skilful hands of his lovers.

I've no idea what that kink is. Threesome maybe? Taking virginity? Who knows? And man, I think I need a moment alone ;)



(1) I have to start with a Trek con. I've shared this before but it's such a happy memory I'll do so again. James and I were sitting watching a talk by Kate Mulgrew when this strange voice asked a question. We looked around thinking WTF!? when Patrick Stewart walked onstage! OMG! Two captains on one stage. I still have chills thinking about it now.

(2) Same con. I watched End Game ( the final Voyager ep ) for the first time with a hall full of other Voyager fans. When the Borg blew up and Voyager came home the whole hall cheered as one. It was amazing, Voyager got home!

(3) The day castalie gave me a link to 852 Prospect. TS is a huge part of me as a fan and the archive was just wow! I fell in love with Jim and Blair, read constantly for weeks and came out the other end in slashy goodness overload *g*

(4) Seeing Nsync sing the national anthem last challenge. The fandom cried and I cried with them. They were there, they were together, they were singing! The image of all those fans, cell phones held up, sharing that short song stays with me still.

(5) I hope this counts. Getting my first piece of feedback for a story. It was like, someone likes what I wrote! WOW! Which is pretty much the reaction I still get now for every comment.



(joint 1 ) These will forever be number one. I adore them so so much.



(2) JC's so coy as Chris looks at him with such love and devotion. They're just happy together and that makes me happy.



(3) They're babies, they're dressed in fur and sparkles. I've never loved them more.



(4) I love this picture. The way they're pressed together and they both look great. (click for bigger versions)




(5) So. Much. Love!








Also, people are going to think I'm an incredible sap *g*

(1) James and I are the same age but I was born in Feb and him in Dec. That meant he was in the year behind me in terms of school. He was also put behind a year after he had his leg amputated as he needed so much time off. We met when I was 18. I was in the second year of college by then, he was in the fifth year of secondary school. One of our first dates was me going to see him act in his school play. He was a pirate, face caked in make up, a blow up parrot on his shoulder. I sat and watched and it was just surreal *g*

(2) About a year passed and he started college too. We went to the same one and he used to meet me in town and get the bus together. One day I was waiting for him. It was cold and rainy and I was huddled next to a shop window when he got off the bus. I saw him and it was at that exact moment I knew I loved him. It was a total, wow moment.

(3) When I was pregnant a lot of people made comments that we wouldn't cope with a baby because of James' disabilities. They reckoned that I'd have to do everything because how could he help? He proved them all wrong. He picked up Corey by holding his babygrow in his teeth, he changed nappies the same way. We had a buggie that was far too short in terms of the handle but every day he'd put Corey into it and push him to the shops, bent almost double to do so. It's images like that I'll always remember.

(4) James dressed in an original Trek shirt when we went to a con. One of my favourite memories is looking up to see him dancing with a fully costumed Borg. It was way cool!

(5)More a big memory spread over 13 years, but every time he calls me his princess. Because he means it and that's just whoa you know? We haven't a perfect relationship, far from it, but I do know he loves me. And that makes me one of the luckiest people ever.



This will be really easy as I've hardly been anywhere. Not kidding either, I've never left the country.

(1)Scotland. It's wild in some places, so raw and bleak, mountains against the sky.
(2) London. It's good to explore, I love you can find parks in the midst of all the buildings.
(3) Holy Island. It's a tiny island that gets cut off by the tide every day. It's so remote and you're surrounded by water which is so cool.
(4) Skegness. Which is where we've taken our holidays at Butlins for years now.
(5) The Lake district. So many lakes and gorgeous scenery.

Man, I struggled there *g*

Feel free to ask for more if you like :)

Comments

[turloughishere.livejournal.com]

I loved reading your favourite memories of James. They made me all teary-eyed smiley. I'm obviously a sap too :-)

[turps33.livejournal.com]

Thank you :)

I really am a sap, especially when it comes to my boys *g*