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Sep. 10th, 2015 04:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
turpsWe dropped Corey off at uni earlier. He's got a nice room, basic but it has all he needs and the two other flat mates he's met so far seemed nice.
He's not that far away. I know he'll be okay. I know he can look after himself. But even so.
I've been most ridiculous these last few days. Though did hold myself together today until that very last goodbye hug. Not an outright crying bout, just a breakthrough of emotion because I want this thing to be exciting for him and not about me.
But lets not talk about the tears in bed last night. Or in the shower the day before when I set myself off thinking about who would buy his apple juice. Answer, Corey will of course. But that's the rational answer and was hard to see at the time.
He'll be fine. I'll be fine. This is a new exciting start for him and I remain so proud. Just, maybe for the rest of the day, and as stupid as it is, I'll keep on moping.
And no doubt, shed more tears when I first walk past his empty room.
He's not that far away. I know he'll be okay. I know he can look after himself. But even so.
I've been most ridiculous these last few days. Though did hold myself together today until that very last goodbye hug. Not an outright crying bout, just a breakthrough of emotion because I want this thing to be exciting for him and not about me.
But lets not talk about the tears in bed last night. Or in the shower the day before when I set myself off thinking about who would buy his apple juice. Answer, Corey will of course. But that's the rational answer and was hard to see at the time.
He'll be fine. I'll be fine. This is a new exciting start for him and I remain so proud. Just, maybe for the rest of the day, and as stupid as it is, I'll keep on moping.
And no doubt, shed more tears when I first walk past his empty room.
