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[turps]

Ok I thought I was prepared for negative comments, and they do help, so why the hell do I feel so bad now? The stupid thing is the comments were about a snippet that I showed to a beta group. I only joined today, and showed them something that my regular beta suggested could be made into a longer story. It was something from SXA, Simon as a homophobe. I've had feedback saying I should continue, and I was going to. Now I don't know. After so many people tell you that Simon wouldn't do that you start to feel you're the one in the wrong. I personally thought that Simon wouldn't react badly, but he could, so why can't I explore that? Oh excuse me, I just feel all blah now.

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You're right of course. I should have lurked longer, actually seen who the members were before posting something that's different from the ususal TS mindset.

Guess you live and learn. It's funny, I've had my wallow, and feel better now. I also keep reminding myself that people have asked me to continue this so someone must agree with the characterization.

Thanks for listening to my drama queen posts, it helps a lot.